Today is day two of my super-duper yeast cleanse fast. For six months I plan on eating nothing with sugar or white flour or... I think it would be easier to list the foods I can eat than the ones I can't:
Green veggies
Brown rice
Dairy
Coffee
Sounds exciting, eh? I am a bit dismayed. I love to eat food. At this moment there is a cooling rack full of cookies that smell AMAZING sitting right in front of me. I want to eat one so badly! But I will not. I have to get my body in order. Last night I had steak for supper, which is acceptable, but it made me so sick that I don't think I will ever be able to eat steak again. I guess it's vegetarianism for me again. I was a vegetarian for two years right before I had Lazarus. While I was pregnant with him I had such huge cravings for meat. I had dreams about meat. I started to eat meat again and gained a lot of weight. I think it's about time (Lazarus is four) to get things back under control. I am praying that the Lord gives me the ability to handle my cravings and my problem with self-indulgence. I know that I can't do this on my own. I really, really can't! But! God is good! He wants me to be healthy and he knows how weak I am.
Jenny
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